Am I a Runner??

OK, for anyone who knows me at all, this is a ridiculous question in the literal sense. I hate to run...I have often been quoted as saying "I run for no one". Even in games, I do more of a jogging scamper then an actual run, but I'm thinking a little more philosophically now.
Things are less than stellar at my school right now. Teachers are leaving in a mass exodus, and last night at our school board meeting, the senior pastor reminded people over and over that the school was a multimillion dollar business and needed to be treated and run as such.
WHAT!!! I get paid bumkis, and put in ridiculously long hours because I view my job as a ministry. Teaching at a christian school is a calling and a mission....if I wanted to work for a "business" I would go the public school route. My heart is breaking that the people with the power don't have the same vision, or beliefs. So, I stop and ask is this the place for me...and then I wonder...am I a runner? Do I ditch when things get rough?
I think I might be a runner after all......harsh......